...hey kids...good day or some ball...

..hey there kids...
...how are we doing?...i had forgotten how to access my own blog, which if you knew me well would not be that much of a tug on the creative jeans...but i figgered it out..i am going to get around to that at it is something that is coming up lately...at least within my frame of reference...this is the whole privacy and personal identity debate...which has always been a issue dear to our hearts...but now the president has brought the whole issue to the fore with the cybersecurity concerns that he voiced at that last press conference...what you didn't catch that they have appointted a cyber czar to start looking at the vulnerabilities of our infra structure...i am really loving all these buzz words that i have been writing out to you kids...but if you sort of take a step back it can give one more of a synthesis of the events as a tapestry like in dreamworld by barker...

...no no no it is like the movie usual suspects, you know at the end when kevin gets up and leaves after making bail and then the cop sees out of himself and more into the...and here i always run into the problem of describing this...it is the sense that one has of ones place as a totality but phased back so while you are in it, the view is from without...that last sentence being an indication i need to work on writing that thought out more succicently...i try and describe this concept a lot...but in writing out these words i just flash on if this blog is going to have any spatial awareness itself i had better get a grip on my own loose ends...so, because i am a medical marijuana patient in a weatern state i am going to praise jah, which is my particular euphenism...put on a little reggae and be back with you kids in a minute...the talking head on cspan is from al-jaizzerra and giving his take on our presidents speech...back in a second or three...this is important stuff...

...but to start out i really wanted to tell a story and the good place for that is at the beginning...

"...how we doing?" is the phrase that my friend corbin wuld say whenever me or pretty much anyone would walk up...sort of to break the ice because people were always coming up to corbin...i really feel honored to write this out and sitting here it is...
the western shoshone called corbin the keeper of their prayers and he was an elder in the nation...i got to know him through the anti nuclear weapons movement at the nevada nuclear test site...keep this in mind as we are going to be talking quite a bit about nuclear power and the whole notion they are now presenting our fine nation with...i know they think we are idiots but do you kids think that nuclear energy is green?...i can assure you it is not....i have toured every major nuclear weapons prodution site in the lower fourty eight states as well as toured yucca mountain three times and to cap it off i helped maintain (in small ways, it was by no means my show but they are my family...)...as i do not...
...but hold on here kids...i love baseball and as i write this i am watching the Red Sox Rangers game...playing fantasy for the first time as well...well!, lugo just messed over the the pitcher once again...he has been doing this frequently this year ever since his return from the d.l....and i burned a roster spot for him for a month...grasping at straws...so i jusy literally, i mean blink of the eye stuff!, go back to the game in time and ian k jack a johnson over the green monster...not the best luck for penny...i need to go look at the stats and see what the fielding looks like for lugo because his play has ruined the era of both daisuke and brad...dice k three times!...and how is this for unreasonable fan prejudice?...another reason i dislike lugo is that he looks...when he is at the plate and you are watching the game on television with the view that the center field camera has; lugo looks like he wants to steal your mothers' purse...
...awright kids...i and i calm down a bit, and with that calming comes a glimmer of hope...we got one rub in the top of the eighth...but ellsbry strand two and ortiz is one of them do which maybe the only positive that we have of this nine...papi is looking calmer at the plate and it was just a workaday single but it did have some authority to it so...
...it was right on time...and there was a time when i worked often with corbin...

...when I say work keep in mind that i and i am a frontline activist...activism to me is participating in this fine democracy that we all have the privelidge of living in...in my case this has involved several instances of civil disobedience...a large protion of these are from mass demonstrtions at the nevada nuclear test site....now kids, i can feel your concern about my mental health (admitting to non violent cd) and safetey...

...ump calls time; i am reading now, in real time some remrks by assistant ag of the department of justice saying that they need to collect race, gender , and religous information to guard against financial fraud in the mortage marketplace..."...and guard against the insidious erosion of the private citizens personal rights...i need to praise jah...finish that article...how you kids doing?...oh yeah, that reminds me where were we?...



...hey there kids...
...how we doin'?...and that is where we left off last time, i and i talking about my friend corbin amongst other babble...i pray that you and yours is in a good way today...i know that i am as daisuke just pitched his way out of a second inning first and second no out jam...with kinsler comin' up...to daisukes' credit he didn't get nevrvous and started shakin' his cute little butt more than usaul on the wind up...this all bodes well for the rest of the year...
...so yeah kids, doing the logistics at all those events with my friend gave me the opportunity to hear it a lot..."how we doin?"...another side benefit of this was always waking up each morn' and saying your prayers while corbin would pray and sing...we get into all that later but let me say that when i am telling you kids this it is with the utmost respect and feeling of honor that i am included...this is after all stolen land...and we ain't done such a good job with it...you know that little thing about considering the women and children of the seventh generation...pesky and the little old rich guys that seem to have been in charge probably don't consider that anymore than they consider our constitutional rights...while proclaiming a fondness for their nation...i am a member of the token nation and am going to praise jah for a second or three kids...daisuke is melting...ah no!...he's shaking his butt...
...so kids when i say to you "how we doin'?" it is almost always simultaniously triggering some of the best memories of my life...i am truly blessed...wish daisuke was...later kids!...


...hey there kids...
...well, them harbringers were correct again...i and i couldn't see it, we was looking for the shake o' the rear...and he just didn't have anything special...eck said it, it was sort of a mediocre preformance...just an average uting...and poor justin...from the point that daisuke went on the dl he has been filling in so it's natural to just keep him loossened up on daisukes' rotation...aand if he is not needed well, he can rotate around like every other member of our league leading bullpen...we really are spoiled...and so
...he's a flash...my man the little panda just got picked off at homeplate on a passed ball...baker covered well but on the replay it sure look like his left leg got in there...but on third with a passed ball...like the color said you feel bad, wasting position and you being a catcher...and if that wasn't enough to kinda burn my tookish...here is cheney...defnending torture, criticizing the current administration for threatening the national security...i am truly tired of this sort of thing...

...i can say with reasonable certainty that you kids have not done what i call non violent direct action...i and i think that you should but that is not the point here...yet...this is where i get to go off a tad...on you kids...in this fantsy baseball league that i am in i am spending time on my box...i really enjoy it...i used to have to be very plugged in...as in the face to face social reality sense...one benefit of that way of living was that i only had to deal with people when i chose to...there is the day to day but i chose not to live in a locale that i didn't like...so there had to be a store where we could get supplies...and i found this in death valley...i used to have the bestess way to live...all this baseball is to fill the void that is left after you do a life of service...as i listen to so mucch of the talk...i and i tend to watch a lot of cspan...just like now i am watching baseball, writing this letter to youkids...and looking out at the web to see where "all this agents for change thing" people are going on about is...i and i have seen a few thing and we will be bringing some of these things into this coversation...i am sure that there great movements going on out there and they are getting more integrated...that is one of the heartening currents i and i see in congress...they might be getting a tinkleing that we truly are in this together...the boundaries are blurring a bit...so you can sense a different sort of cuurent...there needs to be a moment,if we are really going to save something for those women and children of the seventh generation, where we as a nation are going to have to admit to really (please insert adverb and adjective of choice here) up!...and folks really tend to shy away from that sort of thing...but that is the first step to real change...

...i and i are kinda reclining with my box on my lap...giants game is on as i and i write this...there has been some interesting calls (two) at the plate so the sound is up...didn't fell much like jackin' the audio...other ways i and i would have the sonic jams on...it's about time to praise jah...load up the chillum...i really like chillums as opposed to bowls...so even in the belly of twenty first century america i have a little niche...sort of sanctuary...but then i go to the local market and it just baffles me how i feel that most folks are clueless...we are supposed to be an educated electorate...it's time to praise jah a bit...think i and i know why they can get us all to live in denial...just trying to get this out is...ah, praise jah...